Welcome to My Garden...

I am fortunate.

My Life, to this date, has granted me much excitement and bliss. Of course, that doesn't mean that my life is a bed of roses... However, without the hardships, one will never understand or appreciate what Life could give...

This blog is created to share some of my observations and views... And works. :) Yes, indeed, it is subjective. But don't worry - All names will be changed to protect the 'involved'...

Bless Be.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

我的小小花圃


的果是不是比

我从来没有栽任何花果是没想是没机会。但去年自漂流生涯回国后突然心血来潮毅然了几乎全套的用具和必的材料手栽。。。

几个月去了我的期待也被埋了土里

然后在一个和日的早上我重新振作一口气栽下十来盆不同品的花果。。。心想 一点有一个

芽了心得在客跳舞。。。一直着幼苗说话。。。人家花要得好要常常和它聊天

根据把幼苗移植到比大的花盆。。。覆没

难过了好几天。。。


然后又在一个和日的早上自己 都走到在要放弃?!不是也希望然只是一瞬。。。。。。 那个自己服了我。我又栽下外十盆不知道是什子。。。完成后自己的房也不想。

也不知道了多久芽了。我耐心地多等一些们长得比才小心翼翼地搬家次有百分之八十的存活率可是问题来了 得都不一但我是无法一盆是什果。。。怎算了等它们长大、花、果。。。不是知道了

  按照一般正常的生命一一成花、果。。。

那天我将其中一成熟的果摘下入早餐的面包中。。。那是我到的美味饱满多汁咀嚼从果中溢出的甜。。。怎椒都苹果喜悦涌上心细细的品 ‘high’ 了一整天。。。一整天的和日。。。


Monday, August 16, 2010

How Deep is Your Love? - Thoughts after watching 'White Soliloquy'

You can find sincerity in the Script, Direction and Performance...


A long-waited good piece of theatre.


Here, let's just put all the praises aside. As an artist myself, I was totally touched by the story and felt deeply for the juxtaposition of a veteran actor's life vs. our life as artist (presented by Nelson himself) in the present day.


In the old days, there were dreams and aspirations. A passion so strong that one will do what it takes to fulfill it. Yes, it may start from just pure need of survival... But after that, that basic instinct somehow changed into much deeper interest for the work. It may not be as intellectual as most of the present artists, it may not be sophisticated. But there was so much 'heart'! So much thoughts in the process that if one try to analysis it, it would be futile and only prove to show how shallow/stupid one is!


I asked myself - How deep is my love for my art? What does it mean to me?


Recently, I must say I saw quite a few bad acting and directing... I looked at the actors on stage, I pondered, I wondered why they wanna become an actor... It's not one of those jobs that will earn you a million dollars! So, what is it? Interest? Or, so called 'Passion' they claimed. And then I tried to understand the 'hard work' they have put into the project... And then I'm confused. What is 'hard work'?


Who says acting (theatre) is easy? 


We are all in such a 'safe & sound' environment now, at least this is true (to a certain extend) for the younger generation. What do we wanna say? Or rather, what else can they say? I hesitate to admit my worst fear that those young ones has been mentally/intellectually 'castrated'. A very scary thought...


When you realize the Universe, you will see that Galaxies are just part of it. When you understand the Galaxy, you will know that our Sun is merely one of the billions/trillions stars in the sky!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

My Luggage 我的行李箱


前天,在收拾东西时,忽然发现我的行李箱有个‘暗格’。。。随手拉开拉链,暴露在眼前的是行李箱的内部架构,却惊然发现其架构已毁坏不堪!我没有夸张 - 有部份竟是碎不成形的。。。

它静静地躺着,仿佛象已鞠恭尽粹的老马, 在倍同主子涉沥千山万水之后。。。就静静地躺着。。。

突然间,我很感慨。。。就为了我的行李箱。

记得那年签约海上的工作,我便买下了这行李箱。带着满怀的兴奋和期待,蹬上以四海为家的梦。。。打从那天起,它就从来没有离开过我。我也曾拥有过其他两、三个行李箱,(因为东西越来越多)但它们终究都熬不过那沉重的负担,一一‘殉职’了!就只有它还在。

我看着我的行李箱,好象明白了什么。。。

我对它说:‘谢谢你!’